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[14 Aug 2005|02:54pm] |
Shawn, you're right, i haven't been myself lately. im going back to normal. i've just been so bored with everything. i miss you. im sorry, i love youuuuuuuuuu :] no worries.
PS; I HAVE A NEW LJ. IM ME FOR IT; LOVE AND SPACE!!!
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[12 Aug 2005|10:02pm] |
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your heart is a river
that flows from your chest
thru every organ
your brain is the dam
& i am the fish
that can't reach the chord
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[10 Aug 2005|10:24pm] |
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"the things you said, im rehearsing them." |
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I take psychology now. im proud. first period too. oh, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, BRO ILY!!!
my mom's tooth collapsed and she was in really bad pain =/ so this is how it went down:
will's mom picked up sara and i. went to wills house, matt showed up, we all went to provino's. shawn and thomas met us there and shawn and i decided on dinner and ate off the same plate beause that's how we do it. we also split passion tea, ice water, a caramel frappuccino, and my right hand. Then we went to the mall and hung around in hot topic and listened to music. He is grand. everything is awesome. My car broke down, but i have shawn, an ed gein book, psychology, and a new kick ass dress. it's funny how things work out. i don't even think about anyone else in that way. Everything he does is so cute. i love the stuble on your face. i love our eskimo kisses even though your nose kills my nose, i love how you love sauteed onions even tho thats grosse, i love how you think im so cute and it frustrates me and you know me better than anyone else does for someone who's only known for for like a week, i love us, whatever we are, i love how it seems we're rushing into things, i love how you pick me up, and especially how you kiss me all the time. and i hope it stays like this forever.
h00r: we're perfect
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[09 Aug 2005|10:30pm] |
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starting thursday, i will start off school 'engaged.' when i graduate, we're getting 'married'. i love the real world.
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[08 Aug 2005|08:07pm] |
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 <33333
h00r: you're so gorgeous and cute I heart u
so i'm engaged to be engaged. shawn is the best.
block headdddd: yo
block headdddd: im alex lewis
block headdddd: my rhymes leave you clueless
block headdddd: i dont wanna do this
block headdddd: but im so ruthless
block headdddd: i leave you tooth less
block headdddd: i'll make you beg
block headdddd: my stomachs bigger than a keg?
block headdddd: give me head till im dead
& alex free styled for me. cool hahaha.
skinnyness!
h00r: FUCK GERBIL ON FLOOR
h00r: k
h00r: got em
h00r: they were on my computer desk
h00r: and one fell off
If you're feeling trapped, kind of attatched
remember we wanted that.
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[06 Aug 2005|12:25pm] |
I have canker sores.
me-website says "Canker sores may develop in response to a mouth injury such as dental procedures or aggressive tooth cleaning."
shawn- here, i'll go brush my teeth like 40 times in like 10 mins we'll both have canker sores
It's night but I can't stay asleep
But you do, straight through till morning
When you get my coffee and say "Baby,
All that caffeine causes bad dreams
Where all your anxiety is unleashed"
Well lately my days are much better
I can't concentrate while I'm at work
I just think and think until my head hurts
Of the payment plans I'm making
I just wanted to provide for you
But if you want to make a run for it
My love I'd cover you
And if you need money for bills
My lover I could cover you
'Cause I sold some shit I'm saving up
We can get that house next to the park
I'll get more hours at my dads shop
Yeah we'll plan for everything
And we'll enroll in that middle class
Get a compact car full of discount tags
If you're feeling trapped or too attached
Remember we wanted that
And if you need money for bills this month
My love I'd cover you
And if you have to lie to everyone
Well I'd cover up for you
'Cause we're growing older growing up
Just like our parents before us
With your new job at the coffee shop
We are ready for everything
And we'll graduate that middle class
Get a nicer car full of shopping bags
So if you're feeling sad kind of detached
Remember we wanted that
Just remember we wanted that
Yeah I sold some shit I'm saving up
We can get that house next to the park
With the extra hours I picked up
We will pay for everything
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[04 Aug 2005|07:54pm] |
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It would take 869.4 cans of Lipton Brisk (which is the sweet tea i drink) to kill me. I drink that stuff way too much. Robert is such a nerd :] My bus driver is going to get fired tomorrow thanks to my mom and I.
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[03 Aug 2005|06:34pm] |
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i took my lipring out so the hole is closing up. im kinda pissed it didnt work out, but i was getting sick of deling with the problems i had with it. it was a long day. i really hope i get my septum done for my birthday, maybe even before that. my mom probly wont let me cos of this past experience =/ but it wouldnt be like that. bottem braces are off, and i have a retainer which is plastic and is molded like my teeth. it's weird. my feet always smell cos of my shoes + heat + no socks. i swear desparecidos is my favorite band right now. totally.
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[02 Aug 2005|09:48pm] |
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i say 'deffinately' way too much |
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yesterday was lame. today was possibly the worst school day ever. in order:
1.diaz's office around 10:45 instead of avoiding him the rest of the year
2.tried to tell him my lip will heal in like a few days since my (bottem) braces are coming off tomorrow morning
3. he said it had to be out now. I LOVE BEING THE ONLY PERSON OUT OF LIKE 2,000 KIDS THAT HASTO TAKE THEIR LIP RING OUT. cool!!!
4. wouldn't come off. diaz said he had a wire cutter, then changed his mind and said he didnt have one.
5. from about 11 till 3 30 i was in alternative school. so there i am for almost 5 hours with a stoner and 2 black people. the stoner left like an hour after i got there. he thinks we're best friends, like totally!
6. got home. picked up sara. went to target, (where i bought a strawberry shortcake bookbag! cute!) walmart, sally's, epic tattoo, then finally hot topic, bought the 'retainer' clear stud thing. it's a gage bigger than mine, so it hurts. whatever. fuck it.
while in alt. school, i had no work to do so i wrote a list called "you know what i totally love?" and it took up 2 pages. like, all 2 pages. it was shit like "these awesome rules, annoying people, freshman, etc." things i deffinately hate. i hate school, i hate this double standard, i hate fucking everything and i want to like, die. not really.
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[01 Aug 2005|11:25pm] |
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I want to take nightschool. I want to graduate early. Thanks for the info Shawn.
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[31 Jul 2005|12:40am] |
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DUH! SNOOP DO-DOUBLE-G! |
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shaunas party was the shit. im now in love with rap and hip hop. why? cos bobo les sara and i dance it upp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND throw ghetto-fab signs at passing cars on the express way.
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[30 Jul 2005|03:35pm] |
Love and space: not like xanga where 90% of the sites there are LaY0uTz OMGZFHDHGKHSD;GA!!$$&%$@@*!!!
Lester is cool88: hahahahhahah
Lester is cool88: i know
Love and space: it's more like
Love and space: LaY0uTz OMGZFHDHGKHSD;GA!!$$&%$@@*BAND_BANG___________________________IMSOGANGSTA!^&*$(*laY0UtZZZ!!!!!!OMGZ__QTlolzzzz___FJKDG73480926868579!!!!!!
Lester is cool88: HAHAHAHAA;FLIW OMG THATS SO TRUE
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[29 Jul 2005|09:46pm] |
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HAHAHAHA |
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iron & wine |
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i'm buying a full size bed from ikea. sleepovers anyone?
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[29 Jul 2005|04:36pm] |
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Dear Shawn Laherty,
Thank you for: the trail outside Bridgemill, you following me into the bathroom sitting in the stall next to me at Publix and peeking your head over at me saying "HELLO!", you kissing my head and saying "get to class, you're late" 7 times a day, you picking me up and swinging me around like i was the most important person in the world, for calling me and not talking to me and later thanking me for that, for loving me, for doing nice things for me not because you felt you had to, but because you honestly wanted to, for talking to me outside your art class and making you late by 20 minutes, for teaching me everything i know about relationships, for making me spit more often, for letting me get to know little things about you, such as you know every word to the cartoon Tarzan, for doing drugs with me at school then walking me to my class cos i didn't know where i was going, for respecting my decisions, for defending our relationship from the cop, when he said "save it for marriage" and from Mr. Schrade saying "shawn put her down!" and you replying "awe do i have to?", for letting me ruin your birthday by suprising you with pink things, for valentines day, for letting me get close to you, for going to the mall with me and for putting up with me all the time, for letting me be the only girl you ever ran back to, for letting me watch you change and go downhill, for everything.
Everything you ever said or did was a lie and was pointless. I hate you.
Love, me.
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[28 Jul 2005|11:50am] |
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alex lewis & i at the punk show. it's weird to think i went out with him and we're still good friends. yeah bitch we're awesome. and grosse.
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[22 Jul 2005|11:45pm] |
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I am for you. i will love you. i am for you. i will save you |
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i think im bipolar and i fucking hate everything and i can't take a joke. screw you guys. i hope you rot in hell.
kinda ripped off shauna in this one, only i don't look half as good as her.
fuck housing development and new nail salons on every corner.
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[13 Jul 2005|10:58pm] |
Love and space: hey
wettestwillie: robs being attacked by alien hamsters, he'll call you later
Love and space: okie doke
Auto response from wettestwillie: I am away from my computer right now.
then later on...
WannaDisko2Dolla: but, you cant pay a phone bill with crack
and.....chelsea burnt me the faint cd :]
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[10 Jul 2005|02:50pm] |
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l5p with chelsea yesterday. bought hair dye, tegan & sara So Jealous. mean girls show around 9 which was fucking awesome. hung out with topper. bought new shoes today. this is stupid and pointless. wish i was PuNk R0x0Rz d00dz!!!
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[27 Jun 2005|07:24am] |
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sara's party was the shit. i pulled an all-nighter.
[stolen from adult__books]
( i'llfixitlater )
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